Heh heh heh, you know when you're doing something you're actually SUPPOSED to be doing, and yet the Fates just sort of laugh at you and go, "Screw that!" and nothing works as planned? Heh heh, well that's just how things are going for me right about now! *laughs hysterically* Seriously, if I'm not allowed to do what I'm supposed to be doing, than what should I do? Goof off entirely? Usually, you'd think the Fates would frown upon that, right? RIGHT? But noooo, I'm not allowed to work on anything important! All I'm allowed to do is sit on my ass all day and watch pretty little particles float by! ARG! Seriously, WHAT THE HELL! It's my one day off work this week and what am I doing? Getting a migraine! No summer work is being completed, I'm not pacifying any clients, not selling anything, just getting a migraine. What a future I hold in my twitching little hands, no?

*sigh* Okay, so...no Internet, except on the completely useless computer (which helps me none...), no cable, bad pluming, depressing neighbors (they still haven't gotten past the funeral from last week...), a cat that WON"T SHUT THE HELL UP! *glares at cat that runs and hides behind the curtains*, and Lord knows what else! Oh, right, a dead printer...and the other one is out of ink...ink I can't afford right now because we have to fix the freakin' pipes so our house doesn't explode! Yeah, cable's probably the least of my worries...though I would just watch something online but, oh wait, the only computer that has Internet right now DOESN'T HAVE SOUND! *growls in frustration and then let's out a sneeze* Damnit! Why won't the sneezing stop!

Yes, yes, I know, they're are a bunch of people right now who have worse lives then I do, some starving, some dying, some both...but you know what? Not really gonna worry about them right now...they have their own life...as soon as I clean mine up, I'll go help them, alright? If you wanna grip about them, go do that to some billionaires or something...*glares at the stupid people who keep complaining and sets them on fire* That, my friends, felt very good.

Yes, I'm pissed off, can you tell? *breathes in and out* Though, actually, this is cooling me down a little....whewwwooooo.....Heh heh, I looked in the mirror not too long ago and started to giggle madly. I looked so much like Bellatirx! And the giggling probably didn't help! I haven't brushed my hair and I had (and probably still have) this crazed look in my eyes and was near hysterics! Hee hee, now I AM hysterical! La la la, thank you so freakin' much, teenage hormonal imbalances! Woopdy freakin' do!

*breaths in and out* Now then, I...........*bursts out laughing* Oh gods, you guys, you should have seen it! Buddy (my cat) just scared the Hell out of himself! *laughs and laughs* I don't know what he did, but somethin' wasn't right! Wooeee....Dear gods, I sound like McMurphy!

By the way, that book is heeeee-larious! Started it yesterday and already a thrid of the way through! But I know it's gonna have a sad ending...it has to....all stories about conformity and fighting the man all end that way...pity that, really...I hope Cheif doesn't die...I like him...so delightfully delusional! And, while I have to hate the nurse, I gotta admit...she's good. I respect her as I do all evil geniuses...as long as she doesn't make my little (or...big) Chief a veggi, I won't completely hate her...but still, damn woman!

Wow, this is helping a lot! ...but I still have to get work done...ho hum, but how? My plans, how they have ruined...oh well, simple solution to that, just have to wait *glances at the clock* about seven hours....

The question now is...what to do 'till then? Heh heh, well, looks like I'm going to just have to give myself some good ol' self-help time...which means lots of fanfiction and drawing of things not related to AP art...yummy....

+++BUDDYBLACK+++

P.S. Could anyone tell me why on earth I seem to remind everyone of a cat...besides my username? Seriously, at the office, everyone either calls me "pussy-cat" or "Cheshire cat" (or some variation of it...) and then there are nicknames others call me...*glares* I know where you two live....actually, I don't...but I can find out!

...la la la....

P.S.2 Heh heh heh...now I'm trying to spell check this...and the spell check isn't working! *begins laughing hysterically....and then crying*